A world in a grain of sand

Ever tried. Ever failed. No matter. Try again. Fail again. Fail better. - Samuel Beckett

To cease consumption.

To start creating and sharing things.

To sustain sanity in bureaucratic impasse.

“Among the ideas simmering in his head is… one of many ‘one-page book treatments’ he dashes off on rough paper while students complete assignments.”

I opened today’s papers and found me. Except that I don’t spin fantasy novels in class.

I write about my pupils, humanity amidst examinated calm, the quotidian elevated by ideals.

These writings are alternately found on folded sheets in my bag, masqueraded as the accoutrements of reality.

I sometimes stumble upon them and get surprised.

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“He stores these loose sheets in a box in his bedroom.”

I pen ideas on recycled paper and official forms, in birthday notebooks and well-organised blogs with carefully maintained tabs, neater than my cubicle or bedroom can ever be with their horizontal clutter.

I acquire new handphones faithfully after two years for their ‘notes’ function (and corresponding memory space) and nothing else.

* * * * *

“… and plans to some day give up his job and spend all his time developing these into fully fledged books.”

7 months ago